Hate

Why has so many things changed between us
After we ended our relationship
We were supposed to remain friends
Keep in touch
But none of that has remained
You've just completely shut me out your life
It hurts when you ignore me
Or try and dodge me
You just don't see me as I see you
I see you as a guy i once loved
You see me as the gurl who broke your heart
Whenever i see you i just wanna run up to you and tell you i still love you and miss you
Tell you I'm sorry and wanna give us another chance
But how my heart sees it
It would be just more hurt
to add to my heart
More pain
More tears
So i just keep everything I'm feeling hid deep inside
Sometimes i feel as if all the pain is too much to handle
I just wanna run away from all of it
Pretend you were all a dream
I hate the fact that your not coming back
I especially hate the fact I'm the blame!