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by belen   Jun 19, 2005


Anxiety takes over my body my heart aches stressed oblivious to whats going on,
Do you still love me did you ever love me is there someone else,
I hoped to god this never would happend I prayed I cried I wished,
My minds going crazy a series of negative thoughts plague my mind,
Am I stressing for no reason or are my instincts right I guess I don't know until tonight or possibly tomarrow,
I feel as if I can't wait that long my stomach aches my neck is stiff my arm screams in pain choking on blood,
I search for any medication to calm my nerves and numb my heart,
The only aide I could find is my anger I scream as loud as I can,
I know I need to calm down everything could be fine I never know,
Again a series of negative thoughts plague my mind, my heart, my body, my soul
Do you love me or do you not I guess I will never truly know....

Dedicated to my current boyfriend Santos Perez

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