Anxiety takes over my body my heart aches stressed oblivious to whats going on,
Do you still love me did you ever love me is there someone else,
I hoped to god this never would happend I prayed I cried I wished,
My minds going crazy a series of negative thoughts plague my mind,
Am I stressing for no reason or are my instincts right I guess I don't know until tonight or possibly tomarrow,
I feel as if I can't wait that long my stomach aches my neck is stiff my arm screams in pain choking on blood,
I search for any medication to calm my nerves and numb my heart,
The only aide I could find is my anger I scream as loud as I can,
I know I need to calm down everything could be fine I never know,
Again a series of negative thoughts plague my mind, my heart, my body, my soul
Do you love me or do you not I guess I will never truly know....