What day is it and in what month
I'm loosing all track of time
something is wrong
I'm not telling myself its the day
I'm biting my tongue.
is it a holiday or maybe a vacation
i cant hear my heart thump
with all the crying Ive done
lying in bed crying for the one i love
cant get up and i feel weak.
when the world is half asleep.
My mascara runs my heart bleeds
i cant let you go i can never let you do this to me you promised me a time of my life
that you were lucky to have me and I didn't have to cry.
I never thought i would be missing you this much
three weeks isn't that enough
you may not wanna talk or do much of that I thought
but does it ever occur to you
I'm still here and have a lot of thoughts...
Missing you is like a interesting book can't get your mind off what will happen next and then you're surprised by the end i love you and goodbyes I can't do anything but cry.