Trying to prove – 6/06/2005

I have been hurt in many ways,
By many people at different times,
But once I feel like I wont get hurt,
A way that it won’t be sometimes.

I sit here asking questions,
Asking you to prove yourself,
Asking in exact words how you feel,
Then you ask me to prove oneself.

It’s hard to explain,
Just in those words you want,
You’re probably waiting and wanting,
Not wanting to lose ones daunt.

I never knew that it was this hard,
Just so hard to explain,
I know I don’t love you,
But I don’t know how to prove without the strain.

I don’t no where I’d be,
If you didn’t kiss me,
That unexpected kiss,
The painful silence of the feeling of being so free.

The kiss made me think,
How much do I like you?
I asked you to put it on a scale,
Only if the words we wanted, could come through.

Dedicated to someone lol