It hurts real bad

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Why are you doing this to me
It hurts so much
I just wanna scream

I call you, no answer
E-mail you, no answer
Text you, no answer

Why are you ignoring me
What did i do
Where did i go wrong

Don't leave me here questioning myself for the rest of my life
What happened for you to just completely stop talking to me

Four long years i've known you
We had nothing but good memories
All fun no pain

You said friends forever
Nothing will separate us
Those words came out of your mouth

Why are you doing this to me
You lied to me and it hurts
Your sister told me the truth

You never broke your ankle
We could have went to six flags
I paid fifty damn dollars for you to come with me

You were never at your grandparents house
You were home ignoring my calls

I saved you a ticket to go to my graduation and you just blew it off

Two long weeks without talking to you i can't take it
I'm screaming inside

But you know what hurt the most
When you lied about the prom
You made up some sad story about your class going on strike

You said you weren't going anymore
I didn't believe it
But i said ok anyway like a fool

You lied about that ash
Why why why why!!!!
You went with someone else

I rented an escalade two days before your prom and you lied to me

How could you do this to me
All i ever did was love you
All i ever did was care for you

I was always there when you needed a shoulder
I was always there to listen to you

Forget we ever met is what you told me
Just let go is what you left on your away message

How can i just forget you
If everything i look at reminds me of you

I sleep all day and cry all night
Wondering what could i have done
I'm screaming so loud inside

No one can hear me
I don't want to turn to suicide
But lately it's been crossing my mind

I don't want to turn to cutting
But i've been looking at that blade a little more often

I need you back with me
And if not then at least tell me what i did wrong.

My heart has a hole and the only one who can fill it is you.