I'm feeling so much pain,
Wishing i could stand in the rain.
So my tears wouldn't show,
So many tears keeps showing though.
Wish all the tears would go away,
But they don't so i start to pray.
Hate the feeling I have within,
It doesn't show every now and then.
Seem like everything bad in life came n got me all at one time,
Just the other day everything was fine.
Guess i just got to live through this,
Ain't no escaping this which makes me pissed.
Wish i could escape to the clouds,
So i wouldn't hear what people say even if they shouted aloud.
Maybe in a few years,
All this will go away my tears and fears.
Hate all the mistakes i make,
Makes me so frustrated that my leg starts to shake.
I seem to do less good and more bad,
And when the bad comes out so does sad.
I hear more I'm upset at you,
Then I'm proud of you.
I try to get "I'm proud of you" out,
But instead all i hear is lots of words from your mouth that form shout.
Feel like I'm losing my damn mind,
I sit here and sigh.
All i can do is hope everything gets better and for me to quick doing stupid things,
Because stupid things is what make tears spring.
I'm still feeling pain right now though,
But ill leave it for a while and when it goes ill let everything else go.
