Where I belong...

The pain has set in again, why not end it now? The one I love has lied again, should this be the end? The toughest choice I have to make is weather to use the gun or the Knife? Which is it? How hard could it be? Bang I'm gone, or Slash drip drip I'm done. How long should I live? Just today or stay for tomorrow. I guess life was not meant for me, goodbye everyone I'll see you in heaven because that's where I belong.