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by Katran Oct 20, 2003 category : Sadness, depression / other
When we were little, You used to kiss me on the cheek, And we played AFL, Instead of hide and seek, We were really close, As close as we could be, But you were off to school, Before I was even three, I loved all the attention you gave me, Even with our age gap, And I knew you loved me, And that is a fact, Then we moved to Sydney, And really changed our lives, For all the ones we loved, Were now miles behind, The day that we got to Sydney, I knew that something in you died, And I know you hate to admit it, But everyday you cried, We got further and further apart, As the months went on, And then you hit 14, Thats when things went wrong, You started to punch me constantly, And you gave me bruises everywhere, And when you hit dad, That's when I got really scared, I didn't love you as much, Not when you were like that, Because even though the bruises went away, You made me feel like cr*p, Then you got less aggressive, And we got close again, You would come up and hug me, And we gave each other cute nicknames, You were in year ten then, That was almost two years ago, And to my dissapointment, Our relationship hasn't grown, You have gotten really depressed, And you are starting to scare me again, You don't go out with friends anymore, Or call me by my nickname, You have started to just stay in your room, And do homework or sleep, You have become really grumpy, And you start to take sh*t out on me, I wish you would just tell me whats wrong, Because I don't want you to go, Because I'm scared that you will go away, And leave me all alone, I love you as much as I ever have, And I know I always will, But please just stop being so depressed, Because your making me feel ill(this poem is about my brother and it wood be really good 2 no wat u think)