My world forever spins
I'm overwhelmed with dizziness
In an on going war with myself
a war that nobody wins
It's a war that see's no end
I'm my greatest enemy
what happened to the days when i was once happy?
When i was my own best friend
Self love changed into a mess of self loathing
I'd kill to have thing as they were before
I used to be so happy
But those days are lost now
gone forever more