Out Of Control

She can no longer control
The desire she holds within
She wants to let her emotions out
And indulge in her secret sin

She wants to feel the blade
Pierce her soft skin
To see the crimson flow
And to know she has commited her sin

She can no longer control
Her thoughts and emotion
She wants to escape this life
And run away from the commotion

She wants to release the pain
She endures inside
Her desire to cut
No longer wants to hide

She can no longer control
Her dreaded fate
The cold world around her
Is filled with too much hate

She wants to let go
Of everything she believed
She has nothing left
She knows its her time to leave

She can no longer control
What is needed to be done
No one ever notices her
Not even one

She decides to let go
She grabs the knife
Pierces her skin
That will end her life