Cutting for love

Would you notice me if i said "hello" to you. Would you notice me if i hung out with you? would you notice me if i wrote a poem about you? would you notice me if i sung a song to you, in the school's talent show? Would you?
She answers all those questions in her head, " no, no, no, no, no"
She has to end this nightmare, she takes the knife up to her wrist and says,
cut 1..... would you
cut 2....even
cut 3..... care if
cut 4 ...... I
cut 5..... died
cut 6...... right
cut 7...... in front
cut 8....... of
cut 9...... you
cut 10..... tomorrow?
She stops at ten and lets all the blood pool out all around her. She brings the knife up to her throat.... cut 11 i love you
she dies in the nest five minutes. her loved one finds out and he notices but only if she knew she would be here with him today