Why does everything seem to go wrong?
I try to keep a good face
and do my best to stay strong.
It's just so hard when you are constantly feeling like you have to lie
About how you feel and the times you cry.
I feel like I should hide all my pain and everything I keep buried inside my soul.
Do you know how this feels?
You might say you do but you dont, atleast not for real.
You'll never have the pain I hide deep within me.
Not until you look through my eyes and see what I see.
My heart just feels so empty but so full of pain.
And even the fear and loneliness builds up and makes the anger towards myself hard to maintain!!!!
