My dark angel

My dark angel tells me to do what i cant understand. it tells me to be alone in my room. it tells me to cut myself so i can take away the pain of being in pain. my dark angel tells me that my father doesn't care about me. i believe it.i cry and cut i my room saying that know one understands me. i cut for every sin i have made. i cut for all those i have hurt. i cry for my friends and family i have lost. my dark angel tells me to do all this so things can be better. i try to fight it away, but i cant it is to strong. the dark Angel i have next to me will always be hear. telling me that everything will be alright once my arms are scared for life. my dark angel will always tell me to cry and to cut because i will never be scared enough for it.