I’m sorry, almost lost you

I’m sorry for the things I said
At the time I was hurt
Mad
And somewhat jealous
I look back now
At all I said
All I wrote
About you
Behind your back
Yes, maybe some of it was true
But if I didn’t truly care
About you
Then it wouldn’t have hurt so much
When I heard what you had to say In reply
I thought I lost you
Again
I cried
And this time not because I was Just upset
I was scared too
Scared to loose you
After all we have been through
Some say it’s never the same
After that first big fight
But you’ve shown different
In more than one case
If friends are not there for each Other
Through the bad
As well as the good
Then what kind of friendship is That?
We made it through
Our first big fight
We were cool
Until you read something that Changed your view
Of it all
It was a misunderstanding
But I thought it had ended
Our friendship
Until we both talked and worked it Out
And thankfully
This time
I have not lost you