Fallen LoveXxXFallen Angel

I sit alone on my forlorn bed,
with only my arms wrapped around me for comfort,
one by one the tears slowly slip down my face,
showing the feeling inside,
just take me as I am, and hold on to it,
for it may slip away in the eaves of your mind,
and you will forever forget me,
wrap your fingers around it tight and promise me you'll never let go,
I don't want to be floating on the essence of my torn heart,
always remembering the pain,
for I cannot have either of you,
in the long run I will lose,
and fall heavily back down to the earth,
you could look up into the sky suddenly darkened and see me twirling amid the fading clouds,
wishing to grab me with their wispy fingers and tear my heart apart,
I'll look like a fallen angel,
her soul sucked from her resting place,
only love can satisfy my needs,
I yearn for it from dawn to dusk,
waiting ever so silently,
the lost souls that pass by take no notice to my shimmering misting eyes,
and if you pass by you shall see a mysterious girl looking into the distance,
her eyes fixed on a hope far off you cannot see,
a tiny speck that holds so much meaning in it,
so much to her,
she would dive from her place there,
and wildly grab in the thin air,
but she still waits,
waiting and waiting,
for something that shall never come...