A day in the life of me.

Wake up
Put a fake smile on
Get dressed
Cut
Go to school
Try so hard to hold back those tears
Try so hard to keep on that fake smile
Hang with friends, pretend nothings wrong
Come home
Go on my computer and express my feelings, finally
Go back out and keep my fake smile on
Do my homework
Go to my room
Get out the knife
That should get rid of all my strife
Cut my skin and roll down my sleeves
Go to bed and cry and cry
If my mom walks in, I think of a lie
My stupid life is so damn hard
I wish I would just f u c k i n g die

i know its really bad.. sorry.