Even now

I stood there in the dark with a fag in my hand
I let the music flow over me and tried to understand
Why with so many songs you enter my head
Why I can't move on, think of someone else instead
Noone ever said that life was fair
But even now, I still wonder whether you care
And if my world was ending, I'd want you there

They sang the words and touched my heart
Good riddance, that song helped me accept it but I never wanted us to part
You said I was the best thing ever to happen to you
And you made me so happy that it was the same for me too
There's no denying that I loved you so deep
I would have given you everything, you and me I wanted to keep

I know that we're gone forever
And that its been a while since we were last together
It's just that with every song, every poem, every grace
My head fills with you and your beautiful face
The pain is dulled, its not a raw as it used to be
You'll never know what it took to get over you and me

When Greenday sang I thought of you
Maybe someday soon I'll think of someone new