I shouldn't be here

I shouldn't be here
All comes out my tears

I just cause my dad anger
All i am is a cause of danger

I shouldn't be here
I should just disappear

I don't belong here at this house
I should be dead like a mouse

I love my dad so much
I love his gentle touch

What am i supposed to do?
Who am i supposed to turn to?

I'm just full of pain and hurt
I feel i should be stuffed with dirt

I wish i could be perfect forever
I wish i could be perfect to the end of never

My dad's my world my life
I don't want to live without him,I'd want a knife