I am always getting high
I am always getting drunk out my mind
I always got to go and buy
Some more shit because I always got so much time
I aint got nothing to do
I aint go no where to go
But my own little world
And in that world I am always seeing my baby girl
Sometimes I get so messed up
I don't even know if it's real or not, well that's tough
Cause I am always picking up my cup
But it's still so rough
For me
I just don't know how to be
Drinking this rum, smoking this weed
Maybe its all just greed
But not for money, but for you
I can't have you
And now I really don't know what to do.
I smoke and drink
And it stops me to think
Think about you, my baby girl
And the world
That I had
But now I am so mad
Off my mind I'm not even in heaven any more
Heaven and hell has slammed the door
In my face
They don't want me
Cause I am taking up to much space
So I am just gonna be
And drink and get high
And pray that one day soon I will die...
