I'm trying

I'm trying to have faith
trying to be strong
believe that hearts weren't meant to be broken
believe that there's a reason you're gone

but I can't help but cry now
I just wanna die now
I need to let you go
don't be the one to tell me how

because I'm broken
my dream is now a nightmare
why aren't you here with me
why don't you ever seem to care

I just need to here your voice
but I won't pick up the phone
it's like every time I call
you're never at home

giving up trying with you
if you really wanted me
you could have me again
why can't you see

you don't understand
my world's been falling apart
ever since you left me
ever since you broke my heart

why did you leave me here like this
all I ever wanted was you
why did you have to go away
you don't know the pain I went through