Everythings Okay

I always try
To put a smile on
Even though I'm dying inside

I have so much to hide
I laugh and joke playfully
Even though I'm ready to cry

You have no idea, but it's something I can't explain
I display so much happiness
But yet I feel so much pain

It gets harder and harder to pretend I'm okay
I wish I could learn how to deal with my problems
Instead of always running away

When the day is finally done
I lay on my bed with my eyes closed
Not worrying about having to impress anyone

How much longer do I have to pretend to be someone else anyway
It doesn't even matter anymore
I'll just keep pretending everythings okay