The diary of a girl

**This poems still in the process but please take the time to read it anyways. Thanks**

Diary my little friend
I have a burden to share
I need to tell you something scary
Because I don’t think anyone else cares

I don’t know how to say this
So I’m gonna say it bleak
This scary little thought is
I want to cut myself to sleep

I already do it regularly
But I don’t think anyone knows
I’m sure you’ve already heard the story
So you know how it already goes

I wake up in the morning
To sleep again at night
I cry throughout the day
Knowing this feeling isn’t right

I feel betrayed by myself
And I don’t know what to do
I know I can’t tell anyone
About the pain I’m going through

So diary my little friend
Please keep my secret close
Hug it throughout your pages
So that nobody knows

And one more thing my diary
I feel like the end is near
I want all the pain to end
I cry a few more tears

And if I die tomorrow
Tell mom and dad I send my love
And that I will certainly will be watching
From way up above