Hey everyone…this might sound like fun to you…but I ‘m talkin’ ‘bout my life here. I’m talkin’ ‘bout May 10, 2005 when my life turned upside down.
It seems like yesterday,
When he said those words,
I fell apart that moment,
Haven’t been able to catch up.
I don’t know what I should do,
I don’t know if I should scream or yell.
I forget sometimes, forget that your life is involved in this, he said
Hearing those words come out of his mouth so easily,
I just wanted to scream, and yell at myself, asked myself
Why did I make that mistake of handling him my life at the end,
I’d rather be dead than living this life this way,
But no one wants me near them, not even god would take me away.
I have flashbacks, flashbacks of what he said,
And it seems like just yesterday,
When he said those words,
I fell apart that moment,
Haven’t been able to catch up,
I don’t know what I should do,
I don’t know if I should scream or yell.
He said it so easily, like my life didn’t matter,
I didn’t know what to do, so, I just burst out crying,
Right there in front of him, I made a fool of myself,
I try and try to hold it in as long as I can,
But his words just keep coming and hitting me in the face,
And then…
I have flashbacks, flashbacks of what he said,
And it seems like just yesterday,
When he said those words,
I fell apart that moment,
Haven’t been able to catch up.
I don’t know what I should do,
I don’t know if I should scream or yell.
I think I’ll just keep the rest to myself, forget everything I just said, I just had to let it out, found a no better way than to write it all down…and so I did.
