They say it’s my fault, my fault for a being a child of this house,
She said it’s my fault, my fault that my life is messed up,
She said I don’t belong here.
I know where I belong…and I know I don’t belong here,
I have known that ever since I came into this world,
It’s not me who ruined my life, it’s you…it’s you
Don’t scream at me telling me that’s I shouldn’t have been born,
They say everyone chooses their own parents…why did I choose you?
They blame me…blame me for everything.
It’s my fault that my future is ruined…
All my fault…it’s my fault that I can’t be what I wanna be.
My fault…that I’ve been denied to dream, wish and hope again..
My future has no future...I don’t know where I am going...I don’t know why…
I would if I could, fix everything in my family…a family that’s breaking apart…
I would... really would...telling me I don’t belong here,
I know...that’s why I choose to rule over destiny.
All my dreams and all my hopes…..it’s funny I don’t see them anywhere anymore.
They are gone…nothing left of them but ashes,
Everything is kind of a blur now…’cuz I have tears dropping from my eyes. The keyboard is getting wet…the tissues are moistured…I don’t know what to do but just sit here and cry… I want to scream…I want to yell…yell and call out for help…..’cuz everything is a blur, just a blur once again…’cuz I’m crying. The tears won’t let me see…they won’t allow me to see but hey, they at least helped me stop thinking about my destiny.
