Crazy.
What's the meaning of the word?
I like to say I go crazy every once in a while,
but how do you know?
Where's the line drawn
between the point of your regular self and not your normal?
Is there a gray spot in between?
Have I hit it?
Why can't I describe how I feel?
Is the only way to describe it as going crazy?
Is it okay when I can talk easily about it,
as if it's just another car driving by?
I don't know what's going on,
All I know is that I never want to feel like this again.
Yet, I know it'll be here,
It'll find me again.
I wish it wouldn't.
