A/n: Yeah I know its kind of long, but bear with me here, I just wrote it now, while staring at this little box.
No longer am I torn inside.
No longer will I be forced to choose.
I’ve made my choice.
And it isn’t you.
I chose once before, it still wasn’t in your favor.
But yet, I forgave you.
I forgave you because I knew if I didn’t
You would end up in such a mess
That it would be indisputable that you would do something horrendous.
You would truly experience the “alone†feeling I’d been trying to explain about.
I didn’t want anyone to ever feel that
But now, looking back
I’ve seen all the pain you’ve caused
And it’s time you had a taste of your own medicine.
You need to feel that “aloneâ€
That “alone†you’ve caused so many people.
Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer.
Even now, we’re two enemies still.
Competing forevermore, I don’t like loosing, and I refuse to.
Neither do you, except I know my intentions are to help the greater good, not just myself.
Start over you say?
Hmm, well I was thinking of that.
Except here’s the catch.
You weren’t ever part of that arrangement.
And you still aren’t.
I’m sorry if it pains you to read these words.
But it’s the truth. And everyone has a right to know that.
Your so full of lies, and false sentiments.
Although you pretend to want me to be your friend.
You don’t, and thankfully
I don’t want to be yours.
Yes, I’ll be civil. Most of the time anyways
And we can “hang out†on occasion.
But other than that we’re done.
Done, done, done
No more of your nonsense, and mockery.
Knowing that I’m free of you and your lies.
Is giving me reason to fly.
Giving me reason, to keep going and fight.
I’m fighting for everyone you ever caused pain to.
Your mom, dad, sister
Your best friends
Your enemies
Your teachers
Me
I dislike you.
I despise you
I loathe you
You’re horrible, screwed up, and immature
You’re an attention-seeking, harmful, little prat.
Who deserves to be taken down a good number of notches.
You aren’t always the victim.
In fact most of the time you’re the very cause.
But then again, you anticipate that the world might actually see you in your true form
Therefore, you mess with others heads, and try to make them feel as bad as you really are.
Aha! I’ve figured you out.
True, you may be going through some distress.
But you’ve no idea the trauma you’ve caused people
People who you let believe were your best friends
But no, you don’t even have him now.
Or at least you didn’t.
How will the world seem when you are all alone?
Just like you were warned, by all who used to care for you
Just like you were told, repeatedly.
The world isn’t pleasant.
But then again, I suppose you’ll be finding that out soon enough.
Now it is time, for me to be rid of you
Once and for all
It’s time for everything to end
Good-Bye…Good-Bye my so called friend.
a/n (again) this is more or less about one of my ex- friends. She alone was the cause of much drama this year, and she caused someone close to me to kill themselves, and here she is again. trying to be my best bud. and my mom forced me to talk to her. so I will be civil. but i really do not like her (how can I?), she always is trying to make herself out to be the best, and most perfect. She brings others down, to make herself feel better. Okay I will stop now before my rant countinues...
oh and please comment/rate. I\'d really appreciate feedback.
