The world still turns as my heart burns my body aches i still shake since you've been gone i feel i cant go on after everything you put me through i cant bring myself to get over you i love you to death when your around i lose my breath you mean everything to me you seem to have found the key to my heart and soul and have locked it with you inside your all i think about when your not near i fear all fears as i lay in dismay i say why? why me? why us? was it just lust? i couldn't be the things you said to me. you just don't know what you do to me. why cant we just be? when you said we needed a break was it just an easy escape? do you not wanna be with me if so just tell me i cant go on hoping and praying for nothing. if it does work out is it going to be the same as last time you lie, i cry? without you i cant get by i wanna die i shouldn't feel like this. it seems like just yesterday you with me. now I'm torn into pieces, scattered on the floor. why cant you just open the door to let me back in your life. Ive done picked up a knife and started to cut. i feel my body has shutdown. i wish you'd understand how i feel and help me heal.
