Ever done something so irrecoverable,
That just thinking about it makes you cringe?
Ever been so out of your mind,
That all you can think about it how to die?
If you tell me you've never thought about dying,
I know that it is you who is lying.
I don't understand why I did it,
I don't know how to recover.
I've fallen into a black pit.
Why has death become my lover?
I've tried to pull myself out,
But it's like I'm digging up.
What is it that I am to amount?
I just feel like giving up.
I don't have anything,
Anything holding me here.
Why won't life let me go?
This life I cannot steer.
I love my family and friends,
But death plagues my mind...
