I'm not sure what happened today,
But i just want the memory to go away.
Nothing happened as far as i can see,
But i wanted something to, between you and me.
Wouldn't hurt her, i couldn't,
I wanted more, even though i shouldn't.
If he loves me, Just admit it,
Not sure how i feel, I have nothing to admit.
History, plays with my head,
Hurts, as i look ahead.
Not sure how i feel,
Praying it wasn't real.
Done so much wrong before,
I just don't want to hurt them anymore.
Can't i just disappear,
No one needs me here.
I know he loves her more than me,
There so much love, i see.
I can't stand in the way,
But after today....
Not sure what went on,
All i know is that it was wrong.
I just... I'm not sure,
I don't want to think about it anymore.
My head won't stop spinning,
My guilty side, winning.
Try to show nothing,
But i always show something.
My character is not me,
But i try hopefully.
To look strong, even though I'm not,
I hurt, all the time, a lot.
I'm not sure what I saw,
Been in this situation before.
Not going to hurt them here,
Because i am just going to disappear.
