Love, but a snare

How hard it is to cry
without wiping away the tears
hating myself
weakness ever clear

drowning in the darkness
gasping for the light
seeking ever seeking
help nowhere in sight

I no longer understand
confusion sinking in
My mind, no longer safe
now the enemy's within

hiding behind a smile
life without a care
silence,deafening
Love, but a snare

not only did it catch me
but I didn't even fight
excepted it openly
aw inspired by the light

Drawing back in shock
what have I done
wheres my protection
now where can I run

It's to hard to trust
shaking out of fear
begging for my closure
eyes filled with tears

way to vulnerable
don't know if I can bare
please don't hurt me
Love, but a snare

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