The Undying Fear

by Becca   Jun 21, 2005


Here I am again sittin in the garden,
Weeds all around me everything has hardened,
My black eyes swelling up with tears,
My cold heart filling up with fears,
The black bird that stares at me,
Never goes away,
It reminds me of all my bad deeds,
And how my life is gray,
Happy on the outside,
Dieing deep within,
Rain runs down my cheeks,
As I cause another sin,
My blood as red as a fire truck,
My hair as black as coal,
Quite frankly I dont give a *beep*,
Maybe I dont want to die old,
I take the knife right next to me,
And slowly cut away,
I laugh as I bleed,
And pray that I wont stay,
Suicidal thoughts have filled my head,
Wishing one of these days id end up dead,
I look up to the sky,
Raise the knife up to my neck,
Then I slowly cry...

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  • 19 years ago

    by Alyssa

    god becca y are u always so good at every thing lol jk ilove ur poem keep up the good work love ya lotz...hey can u comment on mine plz love ya see ya tonite

  • 19 years ago

    by Becky

    omg your poem is really good and sad im very sorry that you actually feel this way

    i like the way you choose your words you shoudl deffinately continue writing