OK

I saw you today with her,
God it hurt.
I didn't think it would,
I thought i was over you.
I was wrong,
the pain is as deep now as it ever was.
You were my first love,
my one and only.
I gave you my all,
but i never got anything back.
Why didn't i realizes that then,
before i fell so deep.
Now I'm scared forever by the hurt you caused,
but i guess you'll never know,
i don't let my feelings show.
You're with my best friend now,
and f.u.c.k that hurts.
She's meant to stick by me through it all,
that wont happen now thats for sure.
I laugh it off pretend I'm OK,
he didn't mean that much anyway,
or at least thats what i say.
Only 4 days left,
then you'll be out of my life forever.
No more pretending that seeing you doesn't hurt,
no more hiding away in case you see my pain.
Thats it,
it's nearly over and i only have one thing to say,
F.U.C.K YOU AND I WILL BE OK!!!