How could you do this to me? Cant you see how much you hurt me? She was one of my best friends. I wish my life would end. As i lay i lay in bed and cry, i cant help but wish to die. The pain is still in my heart as it threatens to rip me apart. Its just to unreal but its something i have to deal with. I soon will heal. All i need is time. It burns inside, like my heart is bleeding. What did i do to deserve this? Streaks of pain run through my body as hate follows. Even though they stay for only a minute, they'll be in my heart forever. Will i ever be able to trust you again? Should we just be friends? I don't know what to do, I'm so confused. How could you lie? Does it make you happy i cry? I feel as if the world isn't turning but my heart remains burning. I'm still confused. I feel so used. At times i feel like using that knife and taking my life. I shouldn't feel like this. I thought i know you. i feel so lost. As i try to find myself i seem to drift further away. The pain makes it worse. I try to fight it i always lose. Maybe I'm not as strong as you need me to be.
