That One Girl

The pain is too much
For this one girl to take.
So tonight is the night
She does not wish to awake.

At least this way
She can escape the pain,
For she has nothing to loose
And nothing to gain.

No loved ones to loose,
No friends left behind.
For she wont be missed,
Nobody will mind.

Slowly she whispers
"In my sleep may I die,
Without any pain,
With out need to cry."

"When I am gone
Please remember so,
I care for you loads
More than you know."

"Let me die quick,
Let me die now,
Let me fade away,
I don't really mind how."

Then as her eyes shut,
She sheds one final tear,
Away she went,
Leaving behind fear.

For now she has gone,
Her wish has come true,
And still she does whisper
"I care for you."

"I am a no-one,
Who lives up in the sky,
All I can do is watch
The past, days gone by."

Then under her breath,
She says what she thinks,
Remembers the poison
That she used to drink.

Remembers the girl
She used to act,
Relives the past,
Tells the lies from the facts.

So many wonders
About what she did,
That one night she died,
When her life she did bid.

"Do I remember?
Or do I regret
How I ended my life?
Over that do I fret?"

But no-one does answer
These questions she asks,
For the people she cares for
All hide behind masks.

At least this one girl
Let her feelings out,
Unlike all the others,
Shes unique- there's no doubt.

High up in the clouds
Pain does not exist,
Still she does whisper
"I am not missed."

Ask yourself now
Who's this dead girl you see?
And deep in your heart

You know it is me.