I should've waited longer...

I wake up one morning
to find that I'm not alive
but I'm another being
whose life has been drowned by lies

as i choose my direction
cutting or overdose
i decided to truly find out
if you love me the most

i give myself a limit
tell myself "soon you'll call"
i realize my attempts are useless
and turn to alcohol

i take a sip and wait
and see everything fade
but i still felt the pain
so i grabbed my razor blade

i was a little drunk by then
so the razor just slipped
but when i grasped onto it tight
my hand began to drip

i laid myself across my bed
as the world spun around
i knew i was slipping away from myself
and i was definitely hell bound

as i took my very last breath
i heard my telephone by my side
"damn, he really did love me"
i whispered before i died.

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