Why I Bother To Try

I can’t stop thinking about you
And what it would be like to do everything with you
But you shut me out
Because you judged me without a doubt
We could have had nice times together
But you just said, “no never”
Why did you have to be that way?
I don’t know but I have lots to say
You never gave me a chance like you should have
You didn’t read the future and maybe it might have given you a laugh
Why do you have to act that weird way you do
If you would have talked to me I could have had you
But it seemed like you would never talk to someone you hate
Don’t you believe in anything such as fate?
I do
That’s why I want you
You have that little special think I’ve always wanted in a guy
That’s really why I try
You gave me something to think about
Now I just want to push all of my feelings right out
So every one and everything ca see
That I want you to have me
I a not what you may expect
But you still reject
And that’s why I shouldn’t try