Happy on the outside
i am
sad on the inside
i am
but you will never know
who i really am
i can feel your probing eyes
staring deep into mine
you bare your heart
on the outside
i bury mine
deep on the inside
locked up
out of any ones reach
you will never know
the extent of my pain
for i hide it away
i cover it
with a smile so real
you could never deceiver
the make believe
from the reality
its very rare
that my smile
has true meaning behind it
but you are the one
to make me smile
with real joy
i wish i could express to you
the amount of my love
my yearning to be loved
by no one but you
you make me whole
you make me complete
but you will never get to meet
the me there was
before there was you
