Bad decisions

by jh   Jun 22, 2005


One night i had a three some
i realize now it was really dumb.
a few months passed,
no period came
i didn't know which guy it was, i was ashamed.
because there was more than one guy
all they did were both deny
and say it was the other boy
they used me as if i was a toy.
i really got screwed over
because that night i wasn't sober.

nine months passed, i had a kid
all because of what i did
i wanted my son to have a father
but neither boy would be bothered
so i went on rikki lake
a DNA test they had to take

the first guy came on stage
in a fit of rage
yelling and screaming in my face
how he never did me anyplace
the test results were in
and the battle he did win
he wasn't the father which was good
the REAL father would treat me like a man should

then the father of my child came out
this boy didn't scream or shout
he was actually very sad
he didn't want to be a dad
he wasn't ready or old enough
but through it all tried to stay tough
as the results came
he looked down in shame
Rikki glanced over at me
the look she gave was shady

it was NOT his child
i guess thats what i get for being wild
they kicked me right out the door
and said thats what i get for being a wh0r3

now my son is fatherless
and i am in a mess
can't remember who else i was with
there was someone on the fifth
the seventh
and come to think of it also the seventh

oh well, my son will be OK
we'll find his daddy someday.

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