Since you left

Since you left...
happiness is no longer a feeling
but a distant dream

since you left...
pain has become something to look forward to
no longer something to fear

since you left...
i dread going to bed
because i know that when i wake up you still won't be mine

since you left...
my thoughts of you aren't filled with smiles
but filled with tears

since you left...
i have been wishing upon stars to have you back
even just to tell you i love you