A lifeless body
Repressed with sorrow
Soul searching for peace
As I bleed into tomorrow
Weak to some
Happy to others
I feel so very cold
I wrap my self in my covers
The room is spinning
Darkness all around
Feeling so lonely
With no happiness to be found
Tears fall from
Empty eyes
As I hope for a healing
For my heart that slowly dies
No hope for help
No point to try
All I can do
Is let my self die
Caring and compassion
My whole life I’ve lacked
No one cares I’m slipping
Into a dark world
Where I can’t come back
Pain has killed me
Not my blade
Crying is my habit
My life to hell I’d trade
Helpless and so angry
No one knows where I’ve been
Screaming, wailing, praying
Letting me breath should be a sin
Tears drops turn to blood
As they hit the floor boards
Around my feet
I live too much in sorrow
This pain I can’t defeat
Shattered dreams
Have left me broken
So torn and weak inside
Reality is my nightmare
With no place to hide
Letting go of an illusion
Where I’ll smile
And it’ll be real
There’s too many gashes in my heart
too much pain
I’ve had to feel
