I guess I wasn't as over him as I thought

I've tried so hard to forget about you
Its hard because you liked me too
until I went and f**ked it up
I thought I'd moved on, I thought it had stopped
but then I had to spend time with you
I guess I was wrong, it was too soon
and I thought I could stop it
but I was just being blind
I gave you all my shit,
yet you were good and kind
you didn't mean to hurt me
of that fact I'm sure
but you just didn't understand my past
you didn't know my wounds are raw
I wish I could be in the same room as you
without my brain in a spin
its hopeless and meaningless this mess my head is in
we've said goodbye and you've moved on
you'll go to university and you'll be gone
and I won't have to see you
or hear your voice
saying anna banana
you've made your choice