I know I lost you once,
and I couldn't stand it,
But this time you changed,
I'm scared to hold your hand.
They tell me to stay away,
yet you say you Love me,
Night and Nights went on when I waited for you to say those words,
but this time I don't feel that way.
The problem is that I know,
that if I loose you again
I'll regret it,
I'll want you back again.
But I do want you now,
but I'm so scared of who you are.
And from what I think of,
your mind is so far.
I wanna be with who you were before,
You were so sweet, and made me feel so special,
But now, you just want me to be your open door,
That specialness you made me feel,
has oh so faded away.
Don't make the rain come back,
I want it to be back like that one day.
It was the day when you made me smile so nicely,
Now I'm so scared to say so much as no,
never mind me getting mad n all feisty.
I still don't believe you when you say those 3 oh so lovely words,
You just love my body,
you Don't even see me smile for you,
but even when you say it,
I hate saying it back, because i know, that my words, at the moment, aren't going to be true.
