You don't even realize you did it
you cleaned up my life in so many way now that your gone all my bad habits are back you stopped me from harming myself you showed me someone cared that i didn't need to turn to the blade you showed me that i was beautiful and that i was the best thing in your life but then why would you do this to me now my blade is back in my life and i have no one to turn to. All the bad habits of mine that you cleaned up are back why did you do this to me look at me now you wouldn't recognize me look what you did to me.
*~* I know this is horrible but i need someway to vent and i don't know how else to write it it just kinda of came out like that. Comment if ya. *~*