Alissa~
Great poem. Im sorry you are still depressed. You shouldn't have to feel all that pain. Someone actually told you to cut? It was the same way for me, too. No one told me to do it...I mean about the scratch thing. At first, I would ball my hands up into fists..then dig my nails into my arm. I would do that until I had blood flowing out of cuts. From my FINGERNAILS. then I used a thumbtack, then a razor blade. I;m sorry you have to feel all that pain. I;ve stopped cutting. There is a website you can go to...it helped me a little bit. Maybe it can help you, too. i';ll get back to it..otherwise, you iknow my emnai
love always,
Lyndsey