So Confused

Are we meant to be?
Or are we just two strangers?
I don't know if you really love me,
My heart is in danger.

If you really love me,
Then why do you hurt me so?
If we were really meant to be,
Then why did you tell me to go?

I want us to be together,
Like we used to be,
I want our love to last forever,
But then you didn't want to be with me.

I left you standing there,
Your beautiful brown eyes watching me,
You didn't seem to care,
Now I knew we weren't meant to be.

I was crying when i got home,
I wish someone was here,
I feel all alone,
My heart full of fear.

I took the kitchen knife,
I plunged it in my heart,
I finally took my life,
I'm done falling apart.