I don't trust you

I don't trust you,
I thought you should know.
I don't love you,
I don't want you.
You should know,
The thought of you turns my stomach
When I remember
The day I let you have me,
I taste bile.

To you I will not be true.
I never wanted to do so.
Maybe you should get a clue,
As to how much I despise you.
My cover Im going to blow.
The love I said was just a trick.
It was never even an ember.
I lay beside a tree,
I let you have me, how vile.