the beginning was a bit rough but it got better towards the end

Hey Dave...I'll start by saying that I adore the two opening lines! Loved the vividness of those words! I also am in love with the below lines:

"I’ve cried a million tears
Each and every bear your name
Ever since I met you
I’ve never been the same"

Beautifully conveyed, rhythm and flow is flawless and your emotions very much on display in this piece!
Now as a friend, I am so sorry you are going through such a rough time! I've really been very worried about you! I'll keep you safe within my prayers and if you ever need anything, I'm always here! Love and Peace~Holly