Mumbally i miss you x

It was the last time i saw her, laying in that bed
She looked like she was sleeping, just resting her tied head
"She will be fine, she's stable, go home" the nurses said
But little did i know, that she was going somewhere else instead

My Mum had just had a baby, 12 hours before this time
she so longed for the moment, she thought everything was fine
she wanted to make him happy, but this had crossed her line
she gave her own life, so baby Maisie could have her time.

I was woken by a bang, my dad was crying next door
"she's dead", he screamed at me, i couldn't take no more
i ran outside for air, throwing myself to the floor
"Iv lost my Mummy" i whispered, my life's over for sure

I was numb from head to toe, still in shock what happened that night
i asked myself questions,"why oh why didn't she fight?"
i should have stayed when the nurses said go, to make sure you were alright
My Mumbally's gone forever, not out of mind but out of sight

I miss you every day, oh gorgeous Mumbally
But now i know the pain has gone, now i know your free
You are my angel sitting on a cloud watching over me
Just know how much i love you, we'll meet one day you'll see

This poem is a true story,this awful thing happened to me 2 years ago, it was written for my Mum, Sue, The most Gorgeous loving mother you could ever imagine.
Always Missing You
Love you Mummy x x x