Drowning in the Pain.::..prove to me what ur worth..::..

I stay encased in the water
my hair billowing around my face
my eyes open to all danger
they're the color of the water
showing pain beyond the skin
should i love you???
i know in the bottom of my heart i do
you've been there all along
but I've been gently pushing you away
going for the one i know i can't get
only in my dreams will he know me
like i know you
my lips part
whispering the secrets
I've held for to long
they encircle me
yearning to breathe
or they shall die
and i wont know who i am
or who you are
show me what you're worth
and I'll make my decision
in peace with the world
in harmony with the wind
one with the water
bubbles reach the surface
and pop releasing my screams of anguish
i want you both
knowing only one can hold my answer and my destiny
filling every inch of me
in a bliss unknown
help me
pull me up from the water
save me
hold my hands
and touch my face
and tell me all that rests in your heart
and all that rests in mine