would i dare

I don’t know what I’m thinking
Or what put this thought in my head
But I got home one evening
And wished that I was dead

I took a knife from the kitchen
As no family home to care
And sat up in my bedroom
The question, ‘would I dare’

I thought about it long and hard
About the good and bad
Who it would effect
And what I realy had

I thought so long, I thought so hard
That the words became a bluer
And with one stroke that’s all it took
I was gone. I was no more.